jstaib

Sorry to all my buddies who I am suppost to be supporting!! I have a condition which causes my to be in a great deal of pain. I have had a flare-up and have not felt like being on the computer. I have thought of each of you and hope that you have been sticking to your life style change. I know I have been trying. I go today, to see if they found out what I have, from my latest bone scan. I guess we will see, but I am not holding my breath. This will be my third bone scan and 26 years later and I am still in pain with no reasons why.

 So I hope everyone else is doing well and I will get on as often as I can. KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!

Thinking of you often,

jstaib

I am going to write a list of things I want to accompolish when I reach my goal:

1. Buy clothes in a store that is not a Plus size store
2. Buy matching bra and panties with out spending an arm and leg
3. Being able to sit on my husbands lap without him gasping or asking me to get off
4. Wanting to run into everyone who ever treated me like I had Leprosy and give them the brush off.
5. Wear a dress, haven’t wore one in years.
6. Get professional pictures done
7. Get my tatoo on my back
8. Go horse back riding
9. Go to a family reunion and have all my family talk about me and not about how big I am
10. Wear clothes that fit not hide my body

I has set the start date for Monday, May 4th. I know why not start now. Well a couple of reasons.. first is I will not be home this weekend and don’t know what we are going to eat. I will try and make the best choices. The second reason is I need to go grocery shopping and get some healthy choices in the house.  I have also been able to talk Mike (My boyfriend) into joining me. I think this is going to be a big help.

And here it is my weight for the day is …211 lbs

Until next time. Keep you chin up and the weight down! LOL

I have tried to lose weight…it feels like forever!!! No doing well now either. I have made a promise to myself, I am going to change my life for me, and one of the ways I can do that is the lose the weight. I guess it is going to be one step at a time…10 pounds. Wish me luck!!